I Want U 2 Know

I want you to know, I've not been the same
I see you in every face, eyes in questioning pain
I want you to know, I still fill with such shame
I see you then hand reaching out, calling my name

I want you to know, it's my heart I blame
I waited so long, I got scared when love finally came
So, I think you should know (know you should know)
I learned from the pain
Love can endure so much more when you fight to sustain

I wonder how the past will see me
In part, I guess the way I see myself
Alone and staring out of windows
And knowing you're in love with someone else
I know you're in love with someone else
The very love I once had for myself

I want you to know
The spark still remains
I have a new lover
Whom I often call by your name

I need now for love's past to free me
Release me now, return me to myself
To know that, hey, at last when you see me
The life that we survived had taught me well
It's thought without love
There is no wealth

I loved you so then (mm)
I finally learn
How I could love myself

(Mm, hey)
I learned, but I learned too late

I, I, I
I, I, I
I, I, I