Locked Insane

How long I'm in here I don't know, and it doesn't really matter
The door is locked, the key is cast and all know that this is better
Here I'm protected from the outer world and the outside is freed of me
Dark windowless walls, a nice padded cell, that's "Home Sweet Home" for me

I won't complain, nor will I moan, for this is what I chose
The status quo is constant - providential freedom's abuse
Never I'll see the light of day, never again the stars at night
At the end it all remains the same - I'm staying here locked and insane

The madness that rules my brain
The fault of my lifelong bane
Caged here forever cause I'm insane
Caught and forgotten, isolation
Spending my days locked insane

The nice cell is like my shelter, here am I what I am
The presence of all what's in myself, no use for disguise
Alone in my sweet dementia - schizophrenic delight
There's so much to discover when I wander the paths of my mind
Here I meet them all again, here my past's still alive
Here lies the reason for my banishment, why I am here locked and insane

The madness that rules my brain…

"There's no difference between reality and fantasy
When you are not... sane!!!"

The dark corridors of my mind insane
The exit out of my stony dungeon
Here they gather all again, the victims of my past
The raped, the murdered, the violated victims of my lunacy
Where my cruelty is still alive, my favorite state to be
Perhaps one day I'm out again, your nightmare will continue
Locked insane, but who knows how long
The madman will return...!