Dark Mother

try to catch the shadows
throw my soul into deep blame
the misty blue of sorrows
everlasting flame
try to catch the sun
throw my mind into disdain
wayfaring w/ contempt
everlasting pain

hold on to every moment
before it dissapears
to perception lead me
sentimental inner fears

dark mother - petrified tears are glaring
dark mother - stigmatize my destiny
dark mother - dreadful eyes are staring
dark mother - you can't take my memory

take a bath in my resistance
sweet water burns the skin
follow purity in trance
memory's killing from w/in

yearning is the darkest fashion
a bitter slander's what I see
hope is like staggering passion
a golden sea of memory