Wasted

I'm haunted, restless
How can I sleep when I am drowning in this misery?
What is this? Your secret?
If it's just a mystery than why is it I can't believe
In you, in myself
Nothing is obvious, and this is what I choose to be
If this isn't right for me
I make it my disease
I've come to far and there is no more hope

Wasted, Suffering
You were all that I needed
Then, but now, I am falling breathless to the
Ground and the sea
There's no running back to me
What is it that I said to make you fall away from me?
Wasted, my life, on faded hopes and now I'm running on empty

I get what I see
I feel this nothing, all it is, is killing me
Medicated memories
I numb myself and there is no more pain

Thoughts that will kill
Break me inside
Open the wound
Deep from within my
Heart will deceive
Tears will not be
Falling from me
As I hurt and I bleed
Nothingness is
Empty and cold
Stripped of a soul
With nothing to give you
Won't mind
If I never wake up