Apart From You

Everything apart from you is only a routine. everything is the same and insignificant. there is no white and black apart from you. my whole life is build around you. i have trapped your lie with my breath.

Everybody thinks i am something important. if only they knew that what i am is just a reaction to the life i can not live apart from you… if only they knew that my little secret is that i never lived…

Time is the greatest doctor i've been told but it never helped me. it never mattered how much time had passed. your memory is always alive. i live everyday with her and i am reconciled with it. i am forced to compromise with it…

Every time i tried to tell you how much i missed you, you confessed you missed me too. but i know that it is only what you sometime had that you miss, what i sometime gave you. our today relationship only constitutes
Homage in that but it is always enough to
Keep alive the flame inside me. a flame that either way would be alive no matter what despite everyone trying to convince us of the opposite.
Do you now understand why i left away from you?