Queen of pain

I'm the queen of pain, I can make it thunder and rain
I can turn the clouds black in the sky
I can put all those tears in your eyes
I'll leave and never wave goodbye 'cause I'm the queen of pain
I won't hear their names, 'cause the voices are always the same
The places, the chaces
The interchangable faces are scratching me
Attaching, surrounding, binding
How can I care if it's not you?
You smile at the things that I do
And then you say I'm as cold as November
Oh, you say I'm as cold as November

Things will never be the same
And I will never give you back your name
'Cause I've earned it with you under my skin
But it's my fault for letting you in
I've betrayed you and it should be a sin
'Cause then you banter you're as cold as November
Oh I say you're as cold as November

You left when I was crying
And I was crying everytime you left
Oh, but ain't it kind of funny how you weren't laughing when I left

So who's the real king of pain?
I'm trying to forget your name
But you show up wherever I go
Your smile lurking in my shadow
Oh, please, why don't you just let me go
'Cause I don't want to remember how it was in May
'Cause now it's the month of November
That was May, but now it's the month of November
Your favorite time of year