Inferius

When
I close my eyes
I see
Everything I left behind
Trying
Not to lose this fight
This place is not to hide my scars
This place is to face my fears
This place is to face my fears
Yeah

Feeling this blood on my fingers
I understand my dark thinking
I won't be there for you anymore
I'm not here waiting for you
I'm here waiting for my end!
And I feel it again and again

My head is killing me
So many voices
Telling me
I'm not worth it

Against myself
I will not win this fight
I'm weaker than my thoughts

The higher I get
The more I feel like drowning
Only here in the dark
I know who I am
No judgement

When there is no corpse
To feed worms
They refused your rotten flesh

As an inferri
Without purpose
Without life
Without love
Without future
You are the inferius of this world