How Could I Be So Reckless (feat. Irving Contour)

Maybe I'm afraid to fold
Just another wayward soul
Self-destructive antics
Covered in the ashes
Broken on the inside
The feeling never passes

Now it's a late night crawl
Where I throw away my self-control
Cause lately I’ve been reckless
Don’t know where the end is
Take you a for ride, petrified when I’ve been so neglected

If you try turn the page
I’ll throw it away

Blame myself
When I can't seem to make it right
Hate myself
Living in hell I can’t swallow my pride
Take one breath
And I’ll see you on the other side
Break myself
Till I'm down on my knees
Ya how could I be so reckless?

I'm burdened with the faith I stole
Now it's time to eat the crow
Filled with so much hatred
Gotta finally face it
Hid it down below
But I know can’t erase it
'Cause now I'm losing hold

I'm broken and the worlds so cold
And baby when the pain hits
Praying that I make it
At the wheel on this death ride
And now I can’t escape it

If you try turn the page
I’ll throw it away

Blame myself
When I can't seem to make it right
Hate myself
Living in hell I can’t swallow my pride
Take one breath
And I’ll see you on the other side
Break myself
Till I'm down on my knees
How could I be so reckless?

Whoa, so reckless
Whoa, so reckless
Whoa, till I'm down on my knees, how could I be reckless

If you try turn the page
I’ll throw it away

Blame myself
When I can't seem to make it right
Hate myself
Living in hell I can’t swallow my pride
Take one breath

And I’ll see you on the other side
Break myself
Till I'm down on my knees
How could I be so reckless?

If you try turn the page
I’ll throw it away

Blame myself
When I can't seem to make it right
Hate myself
Living in hell I can’t swallow my pride
Take one breath

And I’ll see you on the other side
Break myself
Till I'm down on my knees
How could I be so reckless?