All My Fault

Picked up smoking 'cause I got bored
I act surprised when my throat gets sore
(All my fault, I know it's all my fault)
Now my mouth tastes like my ex-boyfriend
And I get sick from the smell of my hands
(All my fault, I know it's all my—)

I know what I want, don't want what I need
That's my favorite rinse and repeat
There's something 'bout a downfall, feels like home
Just so comfy in my old clothes

Thought that God was out to get me
Turns out that I don't have faith
Swimming in my skin, it gets so ugly
And there's no one else to blame

(All my fault, I know it's all my—)
My stomach is sick again, I let it sink in
(All my fault, I hope it's not my—)
Sipping on feedback from the way I was
You'd think I'm in love with the ringing
The best part is over, it never gets old

I thought that God was, I thought that's God
I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought
I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought
I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought
I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought

Thought that God was out to get me
Turns out that I don't have faith
Swimming in my skin, it gets so ugly
And there's no one else to blame

I get so dizzy playing make-believe
Dress up, act like I'm not the enemy
I know there's no one watching over me
But still, I'm praying that the end won't be
All my fault