Illusions

I don't even know who I am anymore
I'm living a lie, the truth is that I'm getting too comfortable
Leaving myself behind running after new thrills
Sprinting up new hills till it all eventually catches up
I don't even know who I am anymore
I think about how you said
That you loved me you but you didn't love being with me
The day you bid me farewell it's probably for the best
'Cause you deserve the best and not just the pieces of my broken home (home)

I'm learning the things I've always known
Someone else won't make me whole
Or get the itch inside my soul
I always fall for the illusion of it all

I don't even know what I want anymore
I'm living the dream, visions I had on the school bus home
Appear in front of me thought that I'd feel different
While my ego's lifted
My soul's been buried underneath my feet (oh)
And home feels so damn far, I forget who I am
When I'm gone this long forget what I loved so long ago, so long ago

I'm learning the things I've always known
I reach new heights, but feel new lows
Cross paths with many, then walk alone
I always fall for the illusion of it all

The circles in my mind
The endless lives I've tried to lead
Old wounds and new lies
Looking outside, not within
I don't want to wait here anymore
I'm done falling for these illusions

Done with these illusions
Done with these illusions
Done with these illusions
Done with these illusions