If Wishes Were Bullets

Got a new taste in my mouth.
This time I don't wanna spit it out.
I don't know how it happened.
I was losing the battle.
I became resigned to a state of mind.
Came from nowhere
I don't know how
So don't struggle
You got me now
I don't know where you came from
But I know it don't feel wrong
All that I can do is give myself to you.

Can I trust it?
Is it real?
Will it leave me in mourning?
All of this new blood I feel,
Is it a slow killing poison?

If wishes were bullets we'd all be dead.
Prayers come soaring way overhead.
Confronted with substance, I double take.
If this is an error it's mine to make.
Straight in the vein so I look away.
Pain never comes but there's no restraint.
Intoxicated but I don't faint.
I count up my fingers and all the saints.

Can I touch it?
Is it real?
Didn't come with a warning.
All of this new blood I feel,
Is it a slow killing poison?
Can I trust it?
Is it real?
Will it leave me in mourning?
All of this new blood I feel,
Is it a slow killing poison?