TOO MANY SCARS

Too many scars
I just need a break
Got too much shit I regret
Too many knives deep in the spine that I’ve been trying to mend
I’ve gotta face
The bitter taste of betrayal
I’ve got another pill to swallow and it’s kind of painful

Wait
Maybe I'm stuck in the past
And to be honest some shit just was never made to last
These chains called empathy
Always seem to fucking just prolong my suffering

We never bled the same blood
I guess we fell somewhere in between
Hide hate, misplace love
The difference between you and me
Disfigured shapes of the omen
Sold souls begging from the hand that they put in motion
The spiteful venom so potent
So just like the fucking leech you are
Cut me open

I’ve got too many stitches coming undone
How much more shit can you spit?
Just give it up
You’ve bled too much blood

I’ve bled too much blood
The suffering won’t seem to cease
I'm just draining out
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Too much self doubt
It’s blinding me, it’s blinding me
I’ve fucking had enough
Tell me what’s the point
Of suffering over and over
Again and again

You left me with
Too many scars on my body