The Meaning of My Mind

I hear the voice commanding my head
I can't refuse I did all the things that it said

I will never forget that one rainy day
When the voice said to me: "now it's time to play"
They said that the killer was cruel, mindless, blind
They don't understand it was fault of my mind

I hope I could change the course of the past
Everytime I hear the voice I wish it to be last
I wonder if there's another of my kind
I don't understand the meaning of my mind

There's no way to silence the voice or me
Everytime I try it says: "can't you see?"
There's nothing to give, there's nothing to get
It matters no more, they are already dead

I'm inside your head, I am your mind
You won't kill yourself, we want to be alive

I hope I could change the course of the past
Everytime I hear the voice I wish it to be last
I wonder if there's another of my kind
I don't understand the meaning of my mind