Feeling What I'm Thinking

Hard to keep myself satisfied and my head straight.
I can feel the boredom creeping in.
I keep writing to stay occupied.
These words on paper.
What do I do now?
Staring at this letter that I'm going to send.
The days drag on like they'll never end.
Dozing off in the car while I'm thinking about you.
Take a breath in, let out a sigh.
I'll keep trying till the day I die.
Sometimes things happen to take forever.
Right now this is how I'm feeling.
You're the one I'm thinking of.
Hard to think with this noise; and it's getting louder.
Three pictures of her is all I have.
I must keep myself poised, and keep my head up.
The music stops and I've lost my frame of thought.