Yammer

How could I let this happen?
I want to punch myself right in the head.
I was wrong, but it felt right.
Now I can't even fix it.
I feel torn apart.
A confused mental wreck.
If it's not my brain, it's my heart.
So I beat myself 'till I'm numb.
What a mess I made.
I feel dumb.
Over and over, what can I say?
Maybe I won't and it will go away.
I feel torn apart.
A confused mental wreck.
If it's not my brain, it's my heart.
How could I let this happen?