My Reflection

I’m running trying to escape now
Getting darker every time now
The clock keeps ticking
But time can’t stand still and stop the rot spreading

You keep telling me now it is time to rest
But all I see is the dark ahead
The days keep coming like sand sewn in twills
Ever graying landscape

I try to run away from my illness
From a sad goodbye
I’m sinking deep, fighting alone
And there’s no shelter to hide from the storm

I take a turn with no direction
I call for help without reception
I'm facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside

I see it in my reflection
I take a turn with no direction
I call for help without connection
I'm facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside
I see it in my reflection

All roads I take return me to the same place
Wake me up don’t tell me it’s ok
Stop pretending nothing’s wrong with me
'Cause I just don’t feel that way

This dust is lifting from my skin
Lost parts of me ripped out with the wind
A trail of shattered dreams leading straight from me
Right back to the beginning

I take a turn with no direction
I call for help without reception
I'm facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside
I see it in my reflection
I take a turn with no direction
I call for help without connection
I'm facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside
I see it in my reflection

I'm lost without direction
I guess there's no protection
I’m on my own
And I guess that something’s not quite right inside
I see it in my reflection

I take a turn with no direction
I call for help without reception
I'm facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside

I see it in my reflection
I take a turn with no direction
I call for help without connection
I'm facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside
I see it in my reflection

Without connection
Facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside
I see it in my reflection
I see it in my reflection
No I can’t go on
Facing myself
I guess that something’s not quite right inside

No I can't go on