Honeysuckle

I'm lying here wondering am I dying inside?
Am I diseased?
I'm feeling pretty weak

My lungs are full of fluid
Will they continue to fill?
Is this nearly the end?

I used to be so pissed off
Then I forgot
Then I erased
Then I just fucking erased you

Not for nothing
I was born so happy
but now it just takes so much to keep me alive

I thought I'd be better without you
the past is always poison to me
Tried to forget
Tried to erase
You!

From the rain that never falls
From the wind that blows away from me
From the waves on other shores
From the taste of air surrounding me

Help
I'm stuck at the corner
Of how long
So hard to be awake
Like hell to fall asleep
Tried to forget

Let me erase
A time and place
I can't forget your face
I can't erase

Claw away at the wound inside
Rip into my flesh to find a light
It's suffocating in here
And it's only me

Come a little bit closer please