A Mild Torment

Wake up
It's time to see again
and as I look out
Your following me home
But it's not your home
Home
But it's only my home

So soon as you realize
that nothing is happenning
will you leave?
Just fucking go away?
I can't believe the hype
has got the best of you
the mild torment of life
is killing you

Make up
what you want to say
it doesn't matter
no one listens anyway

So soon as you realize
that nothing is happenning
will you leave?
Just fucking go away?
I can't believe the hype
has got the best of you
the mild torment of life
is killing you
Cause all you are
is all you are
but I'm not sorry
I don't feel bad for you
I knew that you were the kind of fool
that pretends
I knew that you were the typical fucked up
piece of shit
that dreads
and scemes
and fights to be nothing

The grey days are gone
and I can't remember anything
I hope my friend didn't just end it all

It seems that autumn has taken it's toll
cause the amber is gone to never return
just couldn't wait
to die
just couldn't wait
to be alive

You stupid fucking idiot why?