Confusion

Now I remember her with a sad smile
She's gone without a goodbye
Innocence was so young and fragile
But not strong enough to save her

We've shared enough to remember
Mourning tears and happy years
With her faithful tempting laughter
We were strong together against our fears

"She lives inside me
Yet she's dead for the eye
It is I who could at least try
It is I who want to live with the dead
Buried inside my skin she's not dead, not yet..."

Someone told me it's time to move on
Now she's just some dust and bone
They said it's time to let her go
It's not the time to cry - I'll keep her deep inside
It's time to move on - And I'll try
Someone told me everyone dies alone
Buried guilt inside I stand alone

"Hard to confess-I can barely think
Hard to speak-It's so sacred
I can't just live with this pain
It's hard to fill the void

How could I breathe?-Hard to resist this
How could I try?-To try is not enough
I don't know what to do this time
How could I move on?"

I know i can make it through this time
*So you're on your way to take your second life
I have no blood of her in my hands
*But you have a curse that kills your chance
I have my plans to go on
*How could you?When you're damned.She's already dead…

"It's so cold
Love hurts
So I will close my eyes"

Someone told me it's hard to move on
Now I'm just a man alone
They said it's not my time to go
It's not my time to cry - I'll keep her deep inside
It's hard to move on-I won't try
Someone told me everyone dies alone
Worried mind inside I stand alone