In this mud of lies I crawl 
Emptiness is burning me 
Blind hatred 
Drives me to extremes 
Thorns of lies 
Pierce my mind 
The bitter truth 
Is all I find 
Black is all see 
Within these waes of pain 
If i can't fing myself 
I'm better off dead 
I can't forgive 
Once given trust turns to dissust 
I'm lost in misery 
I'm deep into pain 
Frustration and anger 
To the bone it eats 
Hate is all I feel 
I can't forget 
The wounds of betrayal still 
Bleeding fresh