Lost In the Tears of Reality

Souls... die
Souls suffer before death
Wait...
Waiting for your agony to end
But, it always stays here with you
Cannot compromise
For, your fate is destroying you

Never see the day when you smile
Free...
You freed me from your pains and sorrow

I... cry
When I think of your pleasant face
Oh, where have you gone, my love?
Far away from me...
Don't know what I've done to be
Hurting for the while...
Nothing they can do to make me smile

You...
Crushed my heart
Falsened what was true
Breaking my grip on my life
Destiny...
Torn up by a knife

But, you're all I had
Joyous, replacing thoughts of the bad
Now, I'm on my own
Surprised how much my mind has grown
Now, my only fear...
Is no painful thought in you, dear
Wish you down to hell...
There, you'll blend with all the other

Psychos
Murderers
Sadists
Satan

Welcome
Twisted
Nightmare
Escape

Rapists
Molesters
Nuisance
Get away

Heart...
Made of glass...
Shattered now...
This, you've done to destroy me

Flush...
Out my wounds...
Stained of blood...
From the steal I tasted

Pitiful thoughts of flesh
Enraptured life of death
Tortured to the end...
As you suffer in denial

The time has come for you to fade away
Distanced by a line of difference
We have grown apart from the start
What you haven't seen is our demise

Memories of all we have been through and seen
Tarnished are the once-loved remembrances
Vacant hearts - lost in the tears of fate
Lost in the Tears of Reality

Living off the tortures I have been dealt
Mirror to all I despise
Shadowed by what is not I
Why have I lost myself?

I forever...
...have started...
...raining sadness
Mental oceans...
...are regretful

Dissolved into...
...lost visions.
Broken sculptures.
Pieces crumble...
...like our lives' rusted structures

Defaced columns…
…of my heart…
Fluid torment
Vocal daggers of destruction…
…come to take your life.

Look what you've done
I've died for dreaming...
Dreams of laughter...
Lived out sorrow

Betrayal is now your focus in life
Hellish blazing fires bursting through my eyes
Burning free your flesh to melt away my disease
Stealing now, your deepest cherished desires

Freezing yourself in time, past of laughs and more
Currently defeating all we had in store
Later on, you will see- you have then been dimmed
That's the time you'll realize...
I'm no longer him.

Pain feasts on me
Hunger you now feed
Life- what you see
Death- reach to me

Dark…
Tinted glass…
Fades you out…
This is done to forget you
Trust…
Can be cruel…
When you're hurt
By a friend who once healed you

Wishful thoughts of past
These damaged hopes now last
What shall now be done?
A gallows's structure has begun

Tighten
Your rope
Loosen
My life

Watching
Waiting
Upon
Your time

The call
You fall
Hanging
Lifeless

Words erased from stone
Chisel brand new thoughts of my own
Forget all you've said
Brush the dust of hate I've been fed
Now, what do you fear?
Is thee hurt in what you now hear?
Who cares if I've cried?
Wouldn't even phase you if I died

True…
Ruled my life
From the cards you drew
Looking down at you in spite
Make believe
You are gone from sight

I've… bled
Dripping through the veins of my dread
Floor has now been soaked
Stained here by the life you have choked
Deep regret in mind?
Bother none, for you will not find
My forgiving side
What you search for has been destroyed

Eyes will see you now through the fire
See…
Let's see what goal in life you retire

You like what you see?
Fragments of what I used to be
I move on in life
Future hopeful for a wife
Family of my own
Treasures for this man to be sewn
There's no place for you
So I let you fade away

You…
Disappear…
From my life…
Here's the grave I am digging
All…
Just for you…
Tomb of stone…
Unmarked grave is all for you

Pieces of my life
Glued here by the dark
Alone I shall stay
Writing of my heart that's been frayed

"I have forever been lost within the tears of my own reality"