New Disease

Now, I can take this
Everything I know
Realized that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change
Anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left

Blame myself again
For what I didn't do
Never really knew it was coming from me
You change the way I felt
The worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Today

Is this all worth what
This has done to me
Water down my senses and turn them on me
Fuck morality
And everything I know
If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Dreaming in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

No! Did I ever want this?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been

No! Did I ever want this?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been

Conceiving in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease