Asylum

Release me
No remnants were ever found of it
Feeling the hot bile
With every fake smile
Though no evidence was ever found
It never went away completely
I tried hide from the unholy sound of it
Another day gone
Another night's dawn
Dark forces pull me underground
That never went away completely

How can I feel this empty?
I will not recover this time
This loneliness is killing me

Will I ever know peace of mind again?
I don't believe it
I can't achieve it
I think it all is just another sign
It never went away completely

Terror is coursing in me
(Death inside of me, keeps a diligent watch on eveything)
Dreading the final moment when I have to dream
(Keeps a terrible hold on my belief
Just waiting for a moment when I)
And feel you die

In asylum
I live a lie
Don't you know I'm in love with you
And I wasn't ready
For asylum
Relive a lie
To let go
Now it's dragging me into your grave
Your asylum
Forget the lie
Overcome by the feeling that
I will get to join you in time
For this loneliness is killing me

Death's images are all around again
They're right behind me
They're gonna find me
Judgment from the immortal sin
That had enveloped me completely
I know I'll never know a peaceful night again
Afraid they'll hear me, they don't fear me
Punishment from the immoral crime
The debt was never paid completely

Terror is coursing in me
(Death inside of me, keeps a diligent watch on eveything)
Dreading the final moment when I have to dream
(Keeps a terrible hold on my belief
Just waiting for a moment when I)
And feel you die

In asylum
I live a lie
Don't you know I'm in love with you
And I wasn't ready
For asylum
Relive a lie
To let go
Now it's dragging me into your grave
Your asylum
Forget the lie
Overcome by the feeling that
I will get to join you in time
For this loneliness is killing me

In the end there will be no suffering (more suffering)
In the end you will find out everything (not anything)
In the end you may question your belief (what belief?)
In the end you will realize finally how you were deceived

This has gone on too long, no more demonic dreams
Destroyer, come to light
Because the memory is killing me

In asylum
I live a lie
I let go now it's dragging me into your grave
For asylum
Relive the lie
Overcome by the feeling that
I will get to join you in time (without you)
This world is not fulfilling me

Don't think I live in asylum, I live a lie
Don't want to live in asylum, I'll live a lie
Don't think I live in asylum, I live a lie