Far From Near

As I sit here in silence,
I feel that I'm not alone
Can't speak, can't seem
to find the words
and my heart is in my throat

Don't want it to hurt
I'd rather stare and look
staring at these lines waiting to unfold
At the edge it feels hard

I never thought it'd be like this
we crossed that bridge one last kiss
goodbye

I tried to understand the differences we share
hoping that time would work them out
because the compromise would be unfair

to me and to you
we'd just fall apart
short of one another just to save our hearts
I never intended to desert you
but I can't ignore this calling from inside

I never wanted it like this
can't dismiss the will to make this line

well I guess that this is it
let's make this quick
one last kiss goodbye