I Wish

We had such fun
Used to laugh all day
You said you wouldn't leave
You said you would stay
But now that you're gone and I must force a smile

I wish I could stop crying
I wish I didn't have to try
On the outside I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying

I wish I could stop crying
I wish I didn't have to try
On the outside I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying

Look into these eyes
And peer into my soul
Tell me what you see
Am I broken or am I a hole?
My heart felt what is shouldn't
He gave what it couldn't

I wish I could stop crying
I wish I didn't have to try
On the outside I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying

Oh
The ocean is blue just like my tears
I'm done hiding my fears
It raise to my veins
The colour crimson red
Without it I would be dead

I wish I could stop crying
I wish I didn't have to try
On the outside I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying

I wish a lot of things theses days
But what is torture to
Life isn't a dream or a fairy tail
Wishes don't come true

I wish I could stop crying (oh crying)
I wish I didn't have to try (try)
On the outside I'm smiling (smiling)
But inside I'm dying (dying)

I wish I could stop crying
I wish I didn't have to try
On the outside I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying