Lately

Lately
I'm living more like I'm a maybe
I made a couple people hate me
I'm in a cycle with the leaves
I feel like I been saving
A little room to pick up praying
Been meaning everything I'm saying
I just don't say everything I mean

Now tell me it sounds hard again
I'll pay it forward when I can
'Cause if those were the easy days
I'll never make it anyways
And how much longer can I take?
Let me do my homework late
Again and again and again

Lately
I spend my time a little strangely
I'm letting everybody change me
I really think they know what's best
And if I'm feeling precious
I'll run the plates on all my exes
I'll make uneducated guesses
About the feedback that they left

So tell me it sounds hard again
I'll pay it forward when I can
'Cause if those were the easy days
I'll never make it anyways
And how much longer can I take?
Let me do my homework late
Again and again and again

And I keep stars
All lined up in a row
And I like how they glow
Like they know
I play fair, I wait my turn
And apart
From everywhere I go
I been moving so slightly
I might be
About to really learn
And I'll learn
Oh, I'll learn

Lately
I ain't been very captivating
I made my case and sounded crazy
The trial stopped cause they felt bad

Tell me it sounds hard again
I'll pay it forward when I can
'Cause if those were the easy days
I'll never make it anyways
And how much longer can I take?
Let me do my homework late
Again and again and again and again and again
And again