Betraying

I thought that I was suffering-proof, but I am not
All I see after all is pain when it reaches my thoughts
When I thought I was free, I suffered even more
I thought that I was suffering-proof, but I am not

So please leave me a letter before you go
I want you here with me, coz I'll miss you so
I am so sad, I am so alone
I get even more sad when my friends are gone

Look what you've done to me, you're my friend!
If you were someone that I hate
Wouldn't hurt this bad
You're older than me but i want to be your friend
Don't let me cry before you say
That you hate this image of mine
These tears break the image of the real you
Sorry for being born yesterday