In Solitude

The only spot, the smallest in the world,
Was burning dimly, far away
Alone in silence, so cold
The white night
The black day

…In solitude
…Free of illusion
…No more reincarnations
…No more born again again
…On the pathway of renunciation
…No more lust and no more pain

My demons are hungry
My heavy breathing is painful
I am so angry
For what to be grateful?

But something was leading my spirit
Into the unsolved mystery
To realize the I
Free of misery
The most important,
Something concealed

And finally, no courage no fear
Someone who changes all
He smashes the whole world,
The duality disappears

And I begin my final redemption
From the cave of my sinful mind
Going on through the secret doors of exemption
I am filled with fear and internally blind