Not Dead but Not Alive

I'm feeling dead
But I'm alive

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Was I always meant to fall?
If everything is supposed to be
Then why, why did they choose me?

I can’t sleep and I can’t eat
I’ve lost reality
I can’t sleep and I can’t eat
I’ve got no guarantees

I'm not dead but I'm not alive
I'm not living, I'm tryna survive
I'm not dead but I'm not alive
I'm not living, I'm tryna survive
I'm not dead but I don’t feel alive
I'm not living, I'm tryna survive
I'm tryna survive

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Was I always meant to fall?
They say I’ve got time
But time's not on our side

Everyday I'm feeling weaker
Everyday this void gets deeper
If everything was supposed to be
Then why, why did they choose me?

I'm not dead but I'm not alive
I'm not living, I'm tryna survive
I'm not dead but I'm not alive

I'm not living, I'm tryna survive
I'm not dead but I don't feel alive