Begotten Not Made

This ecstasy will stay with me
Only to be my love
Caved, falling from the inside
But prayers will not save you now
You see this ecstasy will not stay
With me my love
The enemy is your faith in me
You are going to be leaving before long
I start to see your face, disintegrate
No need for sympathy
Stronger on the inside than you will ever be
But your face it keeps me with sunken apologies
Stronger on the inside than you will ever be
But your face it haunts me
Only to be my love
Caved, falling from the inside
But prayers will not save you now
You see this ecstasy just stays with me my love
The enemy is your faith in me
You are going to be leaving before long
But I saw the blood leave a trace on your hands
Parasite
Suck the juices dry
Thinking you are begotten not made
Test for vulnerability
Then smash all hope aside
Keeping hold of long forgotten words
In a frail attempt to be brave
Life of insecurity
Is it only in your mind?

Hypocrite
Ignore all the signs
Thinking you are begotten not made
Pay for insufficiency
As your life beats out of time
Keeping hold of long forgotten words
In a frail attempt to be brave
Live in insecurity

Roll the dice and bid for killing time
An irresistible place that I think of
How still life remains