Heartbreaker

364 days of the year I don't care
I play it cool and a smile is what I wear
But I'm allowed one day to let the walls come down
I'm allowed a day to lose what I've found

I know that you didn't want to change
You forced yourself away and didn't accept who you became
But that's not a way to live and though you gave it your best shot
I could never let you be someone you're not

I want to say it was against my will
I'd like to tell you that love is what I really feel
But I don't regret it one year later
Still I never thought I'd be the heartbreaker

You're calling me and I just don't know what to say
Every piece of me is trying to pull away
You're not ready to let go, you've tried to hide it a thousand times
And I'm not stupid I can see it in your eyes

I know how much you didn't wanna change
But I forced you away and didn't accept who you became
And you couldn't bring it back and though you gave it your best shot
You could never make me be someone I'm not

I want to say it was against my will
I'd like to tell you that love is what I really feel
But I don't regret it one year later
Still I never thought I'd be the heartbreaker

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do
With a guilty conscience and a picture of you
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do
I tried to break it gently but you're making me smash it into two

364 days of the year I don't care
I know it was right, I know I played fair
But it's hard to sit here one years later
Knowing I was the heartbreaker