Haha Shit

What do you do when you
Come home to a fire
What do you do when you
Don’t know how to cry

How do you talk to
Anyone if you don’t think
That what you feel is
Really anything

It’s hot in this house and
It won’t get any cooler
I don’t know why I still
Feel twisted in my stomach

There’s nothing I can
Do to control it
I'm burning up and I
Can’t get out

Pour water into me
And hope that that can
Drain something out
Because I'm afraid that if I

Don’t learn how to connect
That you won’t know me
Before you leave me
But I need you to scrape

Me clean because I don’t know
Why I am who I am
There are knots in my
Back that I’ve never thought
About I like to

Pretend that they’re something
Like yours but to tell
You the truth I don’t know
What my back looks like
I’ve never seen it but I know
What it feels like