Strangers

Promises kept aren't promises made
And every word feels like a lie to me
I don't understand
Say what you mean and mean what you say
I've never been one to run away
To be honest, I am so afraid, I am

I feel like I've lost myself again
I feel like a stranger in my own head
I'm tangled up in who I've been
But, I can't face myself like this

I walk in the door, I'm such a mess
And there's so many things I should have said
You can't forgive, but I can
And I know that you hear me scream
And I know it doesn't mean a thing
I just want you to try like I have

I feel like I've lost myself again
I feel like a stranger in my own head
I'm tangled up in who I've been
But, I can't face myself like this

I feel like I've lost you all over again
I feel like we're strangers and we don't exist
I need to be able to breathe you again
But, I can't face you in my head

And I've had enough, I'm calling this off
You've never been right, I've always been so wrong
And I'm giving up on what we have lost
I wanted a fight, you didn't give a fuck
And, I'm moving on and I think you should, too
I'm moving on like I never needed you
And now I know that I've lost you again
And now we're strangers in my head