To Watch Me Crawl

I’ve been lost in the shadows
A rabbit caught in the head lights
Of something far and beyond the reach of me
How can you ask if I'm alright
I was searching for something
That I could give to get closer
To the flame that would surely burn me up
I finally figured it out now

I resign to your wishes
Throw my dreams in the fire
Send my heart back to sleep
And if that’s all that there is
It really don’t matter

Want it to be something so special
As usual
It all went wrong
How can you remain so indifferent and beautiful
To watch me crawl

I resign to your wishes
Throw my keys in the stream and forget where I’ve been
And if that’s all that there is
It really don’t matter

Want it to be something so special
As usual
It all went wrong
How can you remain so indifferent and beautiful
To watch me crawl

What it to be something so special
As usual
It’s all gone wrong
How can you stand so unaffected above it all to watch me crawl