Denial

Don’t tell me that I’ll be fine
When I cant even tell it to myself
For some time now I have lost you
I wander, and wonder now what is in stake for me
I’m just so numb now its too much to handle
Just forced to be numb now its too much to handle
Someone please save me from the unknown
Before I too fade to shadow

Its too much to handle
Someone please save me
From the unknown

When you have been with me for so long
Its hard to know what to do, or who to be
Its hard to overcome while remembering

No I am not ready to talk yet
No I’m not ready to stop singing this song
I’m unable to say goodbye because to me
You are not gone
You always were there to stick through it
You were always there to brave the lake
You were the only thing I held true knowing
That would never give up the fight

Its just been to fucking long waiting here
For you to come back instead of disappear
I long for you to get lost in the lake with me
Why don’t you get lost and join me

When you have been with me for so long
Its hard to know what to do, or who to be
Its hard to overcome while remembering