Playing with Fire!!! (feat. Yi Xi)

(Hey, DryftiN)
(Can you turn the heat up?)

Burning desires can't get much brighter
As we're drifting down this sinful road
Playing with fire, all hot and bothered
Let's spin the roulette, what could go wrong?

Curiosity's rising while temperature's getting heightened
Dangerous demons tend to appear when you run out of fear
I just wanted to make the most of it, maybe feel something again
But can you please you explain to me how did we even get here?

Pent-up, hardwired, can't get much hotter
As your going down, no self control
Playing with fire, all hot and bothered
Let's roll the dice now, what could go wrong?

Intimate sounds getting louder, leaking out as I go down
You really seems to be enjoying this experience, wow
I can feel myself going numb as you try to lift me back up
Sorry, I'm getting so existencial as you tremble and melt

Harmful reminders can't get much dire
As I'm looking down this cold barrel (bang!)
Playing with fire, all hot and bothered
I'll pull the trigger, what could go wrong?

Killing the old me's just a part of the process
Disassociating while I bite the bullets
Better cut off all the dead weight
Than to let it slow me down

Didn't mean to get you caught in the crossfire
Call me what you want, anything but a liar
Rebuild you by any means while
You keep burning me to the ground

I'm so sorry, I drug it out this far, baby
Thought there might be some hope for us, maybe
But my flame burns dim
You can't just leave my heart in a jar on your shelf

Ready or not, now I've got one in the chamber
Just wanna feel again, even if it's painful
Maybe you should try to move on now
Because I'm killing my-

Can't seem to feel a thing, I don't know why
I can't see, feels like I'm blind to the light
Tried standing in the fire, but I'm fine
Help me, I'm just so tired, I can't lie

For some reason, I keep wanting to try
So sorry that I went and made you cry
Sometimes I feel like I've already died
But the flames just keep burning on inside

I was feeling burnt out, senses getting so dull
Kept on wondering how my soul got so dark
I tried throwing myself into the fire below
Don't even really know how I sunk that far

I was feeling so dead, how'd I get so desperate?
Looking for a way to let my demons die
Didn't really even care, you were never ever there
Didn't really ever want to drag you down

Rather push them away, as I fell and decayed
Even in a crowded room, I felt alone
I was getting so numb, coming fully undone
Couldn't really even care what might go wrong

Stopped from going hollow, coming back from when I
Thought the only method left was crashing out
Reborn from the ashes, rekindled the cinders
Feeling like I've got a second chance some

How I couldn't I seem to feel anything?
Struggling to understand what it could mean
By the fact that I couldn't comprehend
What I turned into, if I was still really me

Wracking my brains, looking for the answer
I found myself staring down that dark barrel
Feeling guilty, I started craving danger
After our hopes and dreams fell in peril

Never considered myself a lyricist
But now, it sounds like somebody's listening
So I guess I'll keep writing down these words
As long as these desires keep on burning

Vane and Jamie wrote such a fire song
That started a spark so deep within me
So much so that I felt like I had to
Sample it and murder myself to this beat