when the rain stops

Sorry if it feels like I'm out of it, I'm a little fucked up
Guess it doesn't get easier like they say that it does
Sorry if I owe you apologies, I'm a little backed up
Disappointed, some people who gave me nothing but love

Oh, I'm such a mess
Counting up all my regrets
Maybe it's all in my head
Maybe it's all in my head (ooh)

Even when the rain stops
I can feel it follow me, me
Even when the pain's gone
I can feel it haunting me
And it's gonna kill me

Maybe I'm just kind of an animal, maybe everyone's right
Having trouble believing that I could be a good guy
I quit the bars but I still gotta do my time
Is it all? But I still wanna make it right
Now the best I can do is to stay alive

Oh, I'm such a mess
Counting up all my regrets
Maybe it's all in my head
Maybe it's all in my head (ooh)

Even when the rain stops
I can feel it follow me, me
Even when the pain's gone
I can feel it haunting me
And it's gonna kill me

Oh God, I'm sorry, and I'll be sorry till I die
Oh God, I'm sorry, my past, it haunts me every night
And if you're wondering, I might have tried a couple times
Oh God, I'm sorry, and I'll be sorry till I die
Till I die
Till I die, mm