will i ever (day bounce)

Same story, same ending
I'm broken, past fixing
I hate all my feelings
I don't wanna die, wanna die, wanna die young
But it's on the tip of my tongue
Maybe he's calling me home
Maybe I'm too far gone

Will I ever be enough?
Will I ever be okay?
'Cause everybody's smiling
But I think they feel the same
Will I ever be enough?
Will I ever be okay?
'Cause everybody's watching
Us digging our own graves
Will we ever be okay?

Same story, same problems
These pills just won't solve 'em
My friends are all worried
That I might, that I might, that I'll die young
But it's on the tip of my tongue
Maybe he's calling me home
Maybe I'm too far gone

Will I ever be enough?
Will I ever be okay?
'Cause everybody's smiling
But I think they feel the same
Will I ever be enough?
Will I ever be okay?
'Cause everybody's watching
Us digging our own graves
Will we ever be okay?
Will we ever be okay?

(No sighs, late nights, Malibu with you)
Will I ever be okay? (Finally feel good, finally feel good)
(Sunshine, rain clouds, back in the rearview)
(Good times, night drives, singing some old tune)
Will I ever be okay? (No sighs, late nights, Malibu with you)
Will I ever be okay? (Finally feel good, finally feel good)

I don't wanna die young
Tired of being so numb
Wanna feel like everyone does
Am I asking too much?
I just wanna feel love
I don't wanna give up
I don't wanna give up
I don't wanna give up
I don't wanna give up