Plastic Bag

I overthink and have trouble sleepin'
All purpose gone and don't have a reason
There's no doctor to stop this bleedin'
So, I left home and jumped in the deep end
Took a job for dad, I think, just to please him
So, when I quit, I just kept it secret
I have friends but no longer see them
It's just me and, now, all my demons

Are heavy, weighin' on my heart, I guess I'm done
Already all but given up
I'm burnin' days till the weekends, I start, I just pretend
I'm not where I am, should I cancеl my plans?

Saturday night, it's givin' me a reason to rely on strobе lights
The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass
And I'll take that if you're givin' out love from a plastic bag
Saturday night, it's givin' me a reason to rely on strobe lights
The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass
And I'll take that if you're givin' out love from a plastic bag

When my friend died, it's been years, still grievin'
And I thought time would be somehow healin'
When love finds me, I'm too numb to feel it
Oh, why the fuck am I still here breathin'?
Well, I would pray, but I don't believe it
Oh, woe is me, but I don't care either
Life is not the way that it seems, but
Maybe this'll all be a dream

And I'll stay steady, balanced on the rope, I guess I'm done
All ready to rely on the hope
I'm burnin' days till the weekends, and start, I just pretend
I'm not where I am, should I cancel my plans?

Saturday night, it's givin' me a reason to rely on strobе lights
The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass
And I'll take that if you're givin' out love from a plastic bag
Saturday night, it's givin' me a reason to rely on strobe lights
The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass
And I'll take that if you're givin' out love from a plastic bag

I'm a wreck, I hate it
Take me to the other side
Don't look in my eyes

It's almost morning, I'm still not leavin'
It's wearin' off, but I still can feel it
Another one and I'll touch the ceiling
Oh, this is all I want to be

Saturday night, it's givin' me a reason to rely on strobе lights
The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass
And I'll take that if you're givin' out love from a plastic bag
Saturday night, it's givin' me a reason to rely on strobe lights
The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass
And I'll take that if you're givin' out love from a plastic bag