Already Numb

I can see the warning signs
I try to hide it so I tell you that I'm fine
Seems like this happens every time
I can't say sorry cause I know it's just a lie
Didn’t even notice when you left
Trying to remember what you said
Wish it made a difference to pretend
But I'm broken, don't forget

I still hold you
But I feel nothing
Hurt me so I know it's real
Don't wait for me
You'll break slowly
The damage is already done
I'm already numb

I can't promise that I’ll change
I've been hurt so much that I'm one with the pain
Maybe I'm goin insane
Avoiding shelter just to stand out in the rain