Friends

Yesterday I was still there, now I'm gone
I still carry images in me from the past
In the prime of my life I was strong
Young and proud, always ready

I would like to see my home so much
Again with my friends, drinking away
All of a sudden you take your life in your hand
And you realize, it's too late

I've seen a lot but also missed too much
I know what happened
Have crossed borders, hurt my friends
I felt a bitter wind, I was not welcome

My heart was never really in it, so what?
Never had any scruples
Wasn't myself, had lost control
I still remember that today