Machine

Do you acknowledge that I am still standing here?
Good luck to you in heaven even though I may never see you there
At the ground zero where the anger is protein for my machine, where do I go?

Flexing the neck protected that tender spot, the one no one contacts
You saw stars and soft pedaled that animosity while you burst into the atmosphere
It's so terribly sweet but not for me

I'm not withstanding my convictions, I hold my throat
It's do or die, there are risk involved in everything that we try
(Say a prayer) but fuck it all
I'll draw a heavy black line through the words you and I

Flexing the neck protected that tender spot, the one no one contacts
You saw stars and soft pedaled that animosity while you burst into the atmosphere
It's so terribly sweet but not for me

I was pushed into the womb and you don't know but star pricked through
Showing a deep well of blue, I thought so high of you, and now where are you?
I was pushed into the womb and you don't know but star pricked through
Showing a deep well of blue, I thought so high of you, and now where are you?

I watch you change but now your far away
It's not my fault, I couldn't stay, you're everything I wanted to stick my teeth into
So just let me
I'm not the same, I'm always changing, growing but you stayed the same