This Everlasting Mind Disease

I've been too silent, here waiting for something new
I've changed my way of living, no more giving, I gave it all
I kept my faith and dreaming, no complaining, here I am
So many colors changing, the most are fading into grey

My life's like a broken TV
Colors, stripes and nothing to see

This everlasting mind disease
It ain't no good for me
The deepest toil and inner pain
A useless agony

Now times are changing, consuming a reaction
Many days of bleeding, you treated me like a stepping stone
Emptiness and daydreaming still believing in a chance
Too many colors changing, feeling dizzy, I see black

This everlasting mind disease
It ain't no good for me
The deepest toil and inner pain
A useless agony

My life's like a broken TV
Colors, stripes and nothing to see

This everlasting mind disease
It ain't no good for me
The deepest toil and inner pain
A useless agony