Contr'addiction

For all this time I've been by your side
And you know that I
I just wanted to…

And you know, you do really know how I feel
You know I just want to
Make you feel good

I'll do the best I can, I did the best I could
But I get lost, and I get confused

I just don't know if it's time to go on
I just don't know if it's time to get out
And you don't say a word
(2X)

And I won't…

For all this time, these tears I've cried
Washed my face from all the shame
And tried to take my pain away

I'll do the best I can, I did the best I could
But you don't say a word

I won't tell the same thing once again
I won't beg you to love me again
I think it's time to forget you
I won't tell the same thing once again
I won't beg you to love me again
I tell myself it's time to forget you
But you always remind me

You come, then you go away
And you stay then you runaway
Then you reach me and love and hate me
At the same time
And I get scared and confused
'Cause I'm stupid romantically sick and addicted
For all your love and all your hate
In every single way