Gone

I’ve been here before
It comes and goes and it opens the door
For you to say goodbye
For you to say it’s time

What can I say but lie
You ask me how, I say I'm fine

But fuck it I'm alive
I know I’ll feel in time

Even if I'm here
I'm gone
Even if you decide
I'm done
I'm gone

All the things I’ve said
Come up pointless in the end
It’s no surprise to me
I don’t know what I’ve been trying to say

But here I am and I’ll try
Here I am but I'm not in line
So fuck it I'm alive
I know in time I’ll be fine

Even if I'm here
I'm gone
Even if you decide
I'm done

All these thoughts in time
Are gone
I never meant to lie
So I'm done
I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone