Is This The End

Well, I haven't slept in days
Not a standard that I praise
All the remedies they gave me don't seem to do much
I could throw on a new face
Hang with people that I crave
Till I fall into a haze of disaster

And I will sit, I will think
Maybe this is just a dream
But if it were
Would I still be this uncontrollably burnt?

Well, life is beautiful
But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (anymore, anymore)
I could play, and drink, and choke
Then hurt everyone I know
Wonderin' if I should have stayed at home
I'm a little bit obsessed
With the pain that's in my chest
Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreactin'
Let me break all the windows
Just to get some airflow
Let the dust rush in
And I will ask, "is this the end?"

Is this the end? Is this the end?
Is this the end?

No, I don't really go to parties
I'd have to deal with all the hard things
Socializin' and a guy jumped off the roof, into the pool
But I could sneak out through the front door
No one even said: Hi to me
So I don't think they would care if I just disappeared
'Cause I'm feelin' like a burden, but I know that's my own problem
Take a quick swim, catchin' feelings in the water
Every time I make a call, I don't like the answer (the answer)

And I will sit, I will think
Maybe this is just a dream
But if it were
Would I still be this uncontrollably burnt?

Well, life is beautiful
But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (anymore, anymore)
I could play, and drink, and choke
Then hurt everyone I know
Wonderin' if I should have stayed at home
I'm a little bit obsessed
With the pain that's in my chest
Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreactin'
Let me break all the windows
Just to get some airflow
Let the dust rush in
And I will ask: Is this the end?

Is this the end? Is this the end?
Is this the end?

Now I'm walkin' home in the moonlight crash
The road signs tell me: Don't look back
Thought I'd be fine till I saw that flash
Take a glance at the sky and it's fallin' fast
Pick me up in the car and I cry on the drive
You tell me I look gorgeous even when I lie
I say: Gee, thanks! Oh, what a guy
You might be half-alright
(But I know better than that) now I'm walkin' home in the moonlight crash
The road signs tell me: Don't look back
(Daylight's always a trap) said that I might lose myself
Thank God they spersed into regret

Well, life is beautiful
But I don't have a clue what to do with my time anymore (anymore, anymore)
I could play, and drink, and choke
Then hurt everyone I know
Wonderin' if I should have stayed at home
I'm a little bit obsessed
With the pain that's in my chest
Can't decide if it's the end or if I'm overreactin'
Let me break all the windows
Just to get some airflow
Let the dust rush in
And I will ask: Is this the end?

Is this the end? Is this the end?
Is this the end?