Introverted

I don't hate you, I just need some time alone
I'm sorry, I can't stay, I'd rather be at home
I know you feel the same, I can see it in your eyes
Can't make eye contact, but can see right through their lies

Why don't you tell me how you feel?
I'm tired of waiting, I want this to be real

I'm nervous, observing
So determined it's concerning
I'm a burden and I'm hurting
Go easy on me, I'm learning

Is it ever going to be enough?
I know it's not easy, but it shouldn't be this tough

I don't hate you, I just need some time alone
I'm sorry, I can't stay, I'd rather be at home
I try to speak, but my mind is deep in thought
They're calling me back to Earth like I'm an astronaut