Happier Now

That last summer, could you feel it?
Making cuts we couldn't heal
Pink lips, soft skin on you, baby
Riding high on love that felt unreal

That night we got drunk in the museum
We spent money that we didn't have
Pushing all that powder 'round the table
I miss you but I don't want it back like that

I am happier now, you're not around
All the good that I found
Now that we're buried in the ground
I see you out, I think about
All those sensations
The good and bad
The big nights and hard conversations

Don't wanna call someone at midnight
And with each night like it's a war
I don't ever want to love somebody
So much that it makes me wanna die
Running barefoot, bloody in the light
Wondering if they're gonna leave me when and why

I am happier now, you're not around
All the good that I found
Now that we're buried in the ground
I see you out, I think about
All those sensations
The good and bad
The big nights and hard conversations

Let me be yours once more
Let me be yours once more

Let me wake up with you
Let me brake up with you
Let me get by at you
Let's just survive

Are you happier now, I'm not around?
Feel like I am allowed
Now that we're buried in the ground
I see you out, I think about
All those sensations
The good and bad
The big nights and hard conversations

I see you out, I think about (are you happier now?)
All those sensations
The good and bad (are you happier now?)
The big nights and hard conversations