Four Times

Lack of rational thinking
Rational existence
Let's keep it sane
I'm open to whatever
I never say never
Plans might not turn out the way they were planned
Changed plans

Knowing what you know
I know what I know
I try to seize the day
But knowing all that
I seize nothing else but my plans
We live in our plans

Can't you hear I'm a little out of tune?
Can someone please tune me back?
For the fourth time I let you down
Four times I've let you down
For the fourth time I let you down
So many times I've let you down
I let you down

Memories, what are memories?
How do I know what's real and what's not?
At least I believe
That my memories are real
And I don't know what I feel
If my feelings are real
What do I feel?

Can't you hear I'm a little out of tune?
Can someone please tune me back?
For the fourth time I let you down
Four times I've let you down
For the fourth time I let you down
So many times I've let you down
I let myself down