Fall Apart

Secrets whispered in my ear
All the words I've been dying to hear from you
Listening to my favourite songs
Under the covers we hum along
Lean it, but don't look too close
There are things I don't want you to know
And please, don't watch me, unraveling

And now you see me on my bad days
Falling back into my old ways
Spinning in circles in a black haze
I didn't mean to fall apart
I didn't mean to fall apart

Fly high, then sink so deep
These feelings bring out the worst in me
Thought I had it under control
But when it happens it swallows me whole
Get out! But don't walk away
When you see what a mess I have made
And you, you're watching me unraveling

And now you see me on my bad days
Falling back into my old ways
Spinning in circles in a black haze
I didn't mean to fall apart
I didn't mean to
On my worst days
Falling back into my old ways
Spinning in circles on the driveway
I didn't mean to fall apart
I didn't mean to fall